first day alone in the new apartment

Dear Nick,

Today, my heart hurts. I took my mom to the airport, and for the first time, I’m by myself in my new apartment. I went for a run, but it was hot and humid and I didn’t make it very far before feeling like my lungs were going to sweat themselves out of my skin.

I’m nervous and scared. I love my friends so much, I don’t know if I want to make more friends. But I’m lonely.

I miss you. Have a great Sunday and call me sometime, k?

Love,
Holly