I'm dating a guy who has issues, more issues than I can deal with. But I like him, and I know he's a great guy, so I'm trying.
I'm broke, living paycheck to paycheck.
Buddy died.
I'm bingeing and purging again. I hate it. I feel so fat, but I can't stop eating.
I'm not in a good spot. I'm trying, but it's hard. I'm trying to get back into an exercise routine and establish good eating habits, like only eating stuff I bring to work, and nothing in the teacher's lounge.
But Nick, I'm lost. I'm miserable. I miss you. I need you.
love,
Holly
